5 Oct

the annoying twinge you feel.
a little lesser than jealousy, a little higher than an irritant.
you don’t want to have that feeling because it’s toxic.

and yet, there it is, just swimming around.
because you read a certain sentence you wish you didn’t.

making deductions you wish you hadn’t.
feeling shitty.

hopefully it’s nothing much.
or nothing at all.
just a certain playful tease.
not flirting.

because i don’t want to be what i used to be to get revenge.
i should be way pass that point already.

fuck this shit.



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